=]

2011-01-14T21:42:00.000-08:00

when you have a blog

it means you want to put down your thoughts

meanwhile informing others of your life (perhaps)

but when i disclose my blog to too many people

there are perhaps too many things i cant blog about

2010-10-09T16:50:00.000-07:00

YAY
topic for op done!
rejoice

stupid, waste half a day on this
hahas i cant imgaine if i were to be in smu
where i would be mentally distraught with continous inflow of projects

2010-10-09T11:27:00.000-07:00

so many things undone

push and push to the weekend

1.my op topic still undecided[suppose to email the teacher on thurs]

2.stupid maple qns 2

3.all the shit i have missed while attempting to study for midterms

results are bad

but its unsettling that i dont even care

after exam,i ponder to myself

why study so hard? what actually do i wanna achieve?

i have a simple wish 'to be able to live a happy life every second'

and i am forced to believe that uni will actually help me achieve it

since you cant really deviates from the uni path

ok enough! i shall go back to my op

computer and our world

2010-09-30T21:14:00.000-07:00

hate it

i have heard the existence of such people

but today is the first time i witness it.

after the exam, everyone is so sad with all the blanks in their paper

AND

he have to go around saying 'the paper is so easy,aiya but lost 3 marks... 3 marks leh! can complete one but not enough time'

like hello?

that's when i realise its true when certain people are low on their EQ

cant he see the look of anguish on our faces?

was he deliberately tormenting us?

i mean its ok if he feels this way regarding the exam paper

BUT cant he keep to himself or perhaps go talk to someone who feels the same way?

sickening

and finally

can he dont butt in to our conversation or study with us?

because no one understand his explanation at all

just stop

please

yes i cant believe i wasted a entire page on this

but i think i need to let it out before i can study my gek and ma1100

omg

2010-09-26T23:19:00.000-07:00

what was i expecting

waiting and waiting

stupid

2010-09-26T17:55:00.000-07:00

spent my tme doing these hee

so happy

very cute right

i know

hahas!

i havent gave it out but its not like they will chance upon my blog

2010-09-26T09:40:00.000-07:00

hungry hungry

where is my food~

yawn

woke up early since i hadnt finish studying my gem and econ

this week hmmm...

i enjoy outings with og mates=]

as much as i would like to study and cram everything inside my head

i wouldnt wanna miss those outings

it kind of makes me me again

cos i am happy

and i laugh heartily

2010-09-20T23:28:00.000-07:00

met an old friend of mine

she still looks so gorgeous accompanied by an s-shaped body

i regret not putting make up and wear nicer clothes

but sadly her mom is still as weird as ever

urgh!

study and nth goes in

uni is so different, not much stuff for you to practice on

and to take my mind of things

singing singing tml!

YAYEE!

though it will be with a bunch of good singers

but nah i just go to have fun

2010-09-19T20:04:00.000-07:00

after revision i realise i got so many qns to ask

i cant move on when i cant see the link

HAIZ

and gem is a total blur

like the notes is so simplified but the textbook so chim

there's alot of difficult words which are obviously not in my word bank

sobsob

2010-09-19T13:30:00.000-07:00

yeap people with ying tao xiao zui seems prettier

anyway notice anything different about me?

i dyed my hair!

wanted a darker shade but oh well

its still okay

yayee to singing on tue!

though i only know oldies

muahahaha but i still love singing!

2010-09-15T21:16:00.000-07:00

evived people who can laugh and talk with you during tut
and still had full knowledge of what's going on
hate it when people ask me qns that i totally have no answer to

thinking about it
i cant study in a group yet
well in this new group
i shall camp at mac or home =]

2010-09-14T23:01:00.000-07:00

upsetting

when i went to the workbin and all the new uploads are related to exams

ok what do i expect right

guess i should be glad that there's more to practice

btw since young i got this strange fetish to buy new pens

i get extremely happy when i got new pens[of course those that i like,not just any pens]

well..it still continues now

hahas so i just bought a pen!

its my 'the pen i use when i was young' pen

GOOD NAME!

WAAAAaaaa!

i dont wish to go school tml

for 2 lessons only

and the timings are so far apart

i totally cant study during the break from 2 to 5

anyway i SHOULD be studying

what am i doing here?

oh btw i am on a diet so well slap me if you caught me eating TOO much

thank you!

2010-09-13T00:04:00.000-07:00

tada! me with my new specs

gonna be real studious

since exam is approaching

but i am still undecided as of where is the best place to study

suggestions?

and of course i will be delighted to accept requests to study tgt

if it erm surface..

as i pretty much get the idea my closer friends dont really like studying in a grp

and i get intimidated by those extreme smart ones

oh well see how it goes

following up is a cute version of me=]

to end it, i am gonna colour my hair to its normal colour dark brown

and leave it

i dont wish to ruin my hair =]

2010-09-08T00:18:00.000-07:00

TING"S 19 BDAY!!
pix pix

and finally me with and square shirt

YAY i had a fun time

its gonna be pretty hard to meet up again

2010-09-08T00:12:00.000-07:00

generation gap?
i suppose its the only explaination
i mean i nvr even thought of such stuff when i say it out
its nth bad at all and obviously no one other then them would think otherwise
pls its like unless you secretly felt this way
then whatever stuff that people say which has little tiny link to the issue
you get all worked up and sensitive

but even if its true
WHAT"S wrong
i dont feel ashame but perhaps you do

all that talk and speeches you gave was probably just a form of assuring yourself
i mean what's the point

anyway i am just pissed
and thankfully i got home late
i dont think i can stand being at home so long with so many weirdos for today
and frankly speaking i hate having the need to pretend when i am at home

seriously i got no days where i can just pon
since i have tut and tut attendance counts
stupid, should plan my timetable better next sem
have earlier lect then go home earlier

haiz i am like in this vicious cycle of studying
simply all i do is study
cos 3 of my sub are maths and i feel the strong need to revise
especially when everyone is so smart
and i appealed in
i guess i need to work harder

but its REST DAY for today only
since teeheehee i completed all my tut for tml on sat!
so freaking proud of myself
and of course i need to rest

lastly, wow what a long post
but i feel alot better

2010-08-28T21:49:00.000-07:00

been watching vampire diaries

skipped the first few episodes and start from 7

cos the front few aren't really worth watching

its nice and there is season 2

american shows always have season 2/3/4 and so on

hence it might be quite awhile before i get my questions answered

those questions i pondered over while watching the show

heh i love watching american drama

gossip girls, vampire diaries, pretty little liars

nice!

spent my day watching the show

not really a remarkable way of spending sat

like perhaps i should be studying

since i lagged behind like some lost sheep

and this stupid mind of mind keep assuring me i can actually do all the hw/tut by night time

and as of now i need to get started

toodles!

breakfast tml at delifrance

yumyum

2010-08-24T08:21:00.000-07:00

gosh i seriously need a life
i cant keep revising and doing tut
but then again i need to cos i am weak
hahas

anyway had a happy dinner of pizza ytd=]
YAYEE
i was so hungry on the way home
and this person had to bring 'heavenly-smelling' food to the mrt
and sit all the way to potong pasir
luckily he got down cos i fear i might just sntach the food and eat
muahahaha

and tada this might be the earliest entry i have wrote

2010-08-21T10:48:00.000-07:00

have i changed?

well normally i would go for events of such

in sec sch and jc

but now i dont feel like going

and i cant seem to figure out the underlying factor for my actions

perhaps i am not used to hanging out with them

each week just flew by so fast

and tutorials are starting

but my concepts arent strong

i seriously need retail therapy to kill the stress

shopping=]

2010-08-18T13:32:00.000-07:00

i predict...
school gonna be hectic real soon
with all the tut slot coming in and then labs
labs seems scary
i dont really have good impression with it
in primary/seccondary school the class i hate most is IT class

luckily i gotten 5/6 of the tut slots i wanted
and econs i got it with jj! heng ah!
we didnt plan it
ok so its currently a five day week
but its okay
its not like i got other commitments

FINALLY...
this post shall be dedicated to my last wed of freedom

and okay time to do tutorials
its stressing me out
maths is difficult but hahas i think i enjoy studying it
though i feel that i am back to the same route
where i dont really understand the mechanism but i just follow the steps to do it
uh i will get over it

2010-08-14T11:27:00.000-07:00

i wanted to study
really
but i just couldnt seem to put it into action
whywhywhy!
i wanna be the girl that everyone looks up to
the smart girl
but its hard
everything is new and difficult
people are smart and i think its hard to study with uni friends
i hope it gets better

2010-08-09T14:49:00.000-07:00

i realise that people are selfish

they are always willing to take more than what they give

it's hilarious that they dont hestitate to show their selfish side

ok not everyone act this way

but its disheartening to know such people exist

2010-08-08T21:16:00.000-07:00

went out with michelle to shop for shoes,clothes and my fav nail polish!

and singapore is so small cos i met celine and melanie while shopping

hahas but they wouldnt even see this post

oh! i finally have games on my itouch

hahas but its still so bare

and finally..
school's starting!

i hope that uni will be a great start=]

2010-08-07T14:22:00.000-07:00

yayee best OG =]

but nevertheless i always felt that people secretly hate me

lets hope its not true

2010-07-22T22:32:00.000-07:00

i saw a little child today
wide eyes that are full of expectations
how can such innocent creatures be turned into various monsters as they grew
that harm and put the rest to fear

why cant we all be innocent forever
i hate to be pressured
but i am pressured in both directions by different parties
so in a way the decision i made would be deemed as succumbing to either one party
disgusting
wonder why i am not looking forward
okay deep down i know why

anyway went to nus fass reg today
after the IT section, they force us to walk the various CCAs/clubs/societies place
TSK
oh the seniors' accent are nice and hahas they all seem super friendly!

didnt see any laptop i want though
all so ugly and black
and so few choices
thinking of going elsewhere to buy

2010-07-21T17:29:00.000-07:00

i just realise the the 'snow white' butter is really whiter compared to other brands
hahas looks healthier too
but my toast was kind of black
not not really, its more of brown
but i prefer those that is harden but not yet brown toast
picky

badminton match was great today
played for 1 whole hour with mel and thm
mel and i nvr act played for one whole hour before
accomplishment!

and big BIG congrats to ting!
who passed her driving test today=]
万岁老公！

and i saw a fly next to my toast
better chomp it down before it attacks my toast

2010-07-20T22:03:00.000-07:00

confuse confuse
who can answer my qns?
i think i better call the person up tml
the uncertainty present is just too much
gahh isnt it just money
why are there so many stupid ways to pay for it

freaking deadlines to meet
what if i cant get all of them done in time?
then i cant get in?

2010-07-19T16:33:00.000-07:00

had a tough night
woke up in the middle of the night as i was lack of breath
i can breathe but the oxygen wasnt enough
whenever i tried to take in deeper breath, i felt tightness around my heart area
after awhile there was suddenly a crack sound and i can breathe normally

does this happens to everyone?
scary..

2010-07-18T00:32:00.000-07:00

tada! pictures from last cycling trip..

perhaps the last before school starts

awww...

cos we are busy people who are finally going to camps

HAHAS!

decided to upload photos cos the blog entries are boring with just plain words

i wouldnt even wanna go back and read my own entries

and finally..

happy birthday MAVIS!

2010-07-14T23:48:00.000-07:00

i am never good with examples
yes i read newspaper now as inspired from my colleague
but i cant seem to rmb any
maybe i get a tinge of recongition when someone mention it
or else it will be down to nothing

its depressing really
when i am a singaporean and english is my first language and i cant do well

i shall read through some articles and watch 1 ep of drama before sleeping
as said from gary 'the hour pior to your sleep, you cant study cos you wouldnt rmb anything'
yeap i shall listen to you

2010-07-10T23:25:00.000-07:00

sniffing the chocolate scent and working to remove the rust from my brain
i am a happy girl
i love thinking under a nice environment
checking on the sample paper for qet

hmm while i am on it
i cant imgaine how studying for uni maths would be like
or anything else

2010-07-10T13:45:00.000-07:00

confession..
sometimes i think that i am bad
like really bad

2010-07-08T21:16:00.000-07:00

due to my slack slack life..
i cant adapt if i need to go out everyday for gatherings/meetings/etc
but apparently it is so
and all the $$ that would be spent away
ahhhh!

went cycling
and i got fear of slopes
almost went all the way into the bushes
so scary
oh and i got sunburnt
its like my 2nd time?
yeap

yawn yawn!
i am tired after the cycling
but i am still happily enjoying my chocolate cream puffs

2010-07-04T18:46:00.000-07:00

everything is almost settled
and holiday is ending soon

i realise that some friends are there to help you pass that particular phase of life
even if we kept in contact
its awkward if there is nth to talk about
but i am still thankful for their presence nevertheless
고맙습니다

i am waiting for my korean chicken soup to get home
tadada~
happily waiting
*nichkhun and victoria WGM is so cute*

2010-06-24T22:53:00.000-07:00

i was looking at my passport size photo for uni
and i feel that my right side of the face look evil as compare to the left
HAHAS
no wonder i perfer my left side

UNI AH you are troublesome
send to me at such a late time and expect a reply so fast
i still need to send the 2 sheets of paper to different places
what if i nvr check and sent them tgt!
no enclose envelope somemore

2010-06-23T00:06:00.000-07:00

OMG appeal successful and i saw kevin today
what more could make me happier?
i be an idol?
hahas kidding

i saw kevin at ion!
tgt with alexander
they are like less than a metre away from me
but sadly no photo is allowed
mich tell me to take pic of their backview
so pitiful..
in the end i just walk away from them

hee and of course many thanks to mal who accompany me there for the interview!
yay hubby!

2010-06-21T23:56:00.000-07:00

i ate golden kiwi ytd and today!

it was so sweet~~~

the colour was yellow unless you can imagine a little bit of sparkling it could be gold

happy! but expensive

ahhh! out of job for so long
net income outflow

stop asking if i got a job cos i dont intend to

hahas those people that ask me prob wouldnt even read this post

i was looking through old photos and i found this!

so cute right

small hands and legs

2010-06-17T00:46:00.000-07:00

'i am waiting for you~ waiting for you~'

nus letter where are you?

i am getting fatter that i had double chin on recent photos

and well 'byebyefats' as thm had put it

although i recognised this fact but i still did not try to slim down

2010-05-07T23:36:00.000-07:00

i dont really know how to react and face these people
getting letters to uni is one thing but the courses offered is another
sometimes i wonder
do i take the course to go uni because of my family? the society? or i just simply accept my fate
and if i had this thought is it beacause of how i actually view my course to be?
i dont know what to do
to accept is purely a simpler way
but what will i be studying? is it something i enjoy?
confused but i dont really have much choice it seems

2010-04-11T22:45:00.000-07:00

neglected my blog for so long
since life's pretty boring and aimless
anyway i am waiting for letters from the universities
hope they just offer me straight
it's kind of depressing whenever people start asking' what are you doing now'
then i reply' waiting to go uni'
then ' which uni'
then' erm not sure cos havent receive letter'
and the conversation ends with awkwardness

in attempt to fastforward my days
i kept myself busy with several stuffs
and live each day by counting down the days to contract ending date

but when it really does ends
i realise i have nth to do

2010-02-20T23:00:00.000-08:00

i keep having bad dreams that i am studying for test and still schooling
probably cos release date is near
and whenever i walk past stationary
i keep having the same old feeling

i just hope that the result would be release earlier
so that i do not have to wait any longer

2010-01-24T11:30:00.000-08:00

i am sick of my sickness
why cant you recover
the problem is i get worst everyday
today i became a frog because my voice sounds like i am croaking
fever is on and off
i have to cancel all plans because of you
just leave me

2010-01-22T13:35:00.000-08:00

should i?
or should i not
hmmm life is about happiness right
hahas
then i should!

2010-01-17T11:23:00.000-08:00

ytd went to smu co concert
and they made me wanna take up guzheng and flute
hahas
i love to be there some day
performing
but then again money is always an issue
so i shall listen to mel
and YAYEE today is my day off
every monday i wait for sunday to come
everyday i wait for work to end
guess i have to live like that for sometime
i want dinner dates=]
then i have something to look forward to

2010-01-10T23:18:00.000-08:00

say hi to wombat!
cute little creature that i have nvr seen before from australia
thanks mal!

and.. we celebrate chee's bday on sat=]

and finally our cute little master piece of 2010

hahas thanks shadow!

the shadow crew is so tiring cos they have to adjust for the right position

yeap hope you had fun chee=]

babes lets meed again for dinner someday

dont tell me the next meet up is my bday

hahas

2010-01-05T20:20:00.000-08:00

we started work today =]

2010-01-03T18:24:00.000-08:00

why am i so freaking poor
hee but i want to fulfill my little dream
it needs money!
GAHHHHH
MONEY! will you ever drop from the sky?
or perhaps transfer to my account?

but yayee
job starting soon
a new challenge =]

2010-01-01T20:14:00.000-08:00

2010
a new year
and i want a new life
seriously i just dont know what i am doing now
or what i wished to do

i am getting emotionless about everything
like life is life and there's nth much to it

its so freaking hot these few days

2009-12-30T17:14:00.000-08:00

i am happy=]
i got a job
and i love ting!

2009-12-23T23:53:00.000-08:00

i can just count the days down that i would be doing nothing
people are working
and i am waiting for calls

genting was cold but misty
suppose to be fun
but turn out to be stressful
i never wanna go again with the same companion
not anywhere
family income is decreasing rapidly
if it continues
i forsee

2009-12-19T20:58:00.000-08:00

i read this in a book
' fairytales are so predictable and mundane.
life is much more exciting'
oh really
then why am i so freaking bored

tml embarked on trip to malaysia
but i cant pull down my pretence
gosh i hate myself

2009-12-13T13:21:00.000-08:00

been spending lots of money at pasa malam
YAY and they are here for a week =]
hee since i am supporting everyday they will come back right
yes they will
but those young papa and mama dont give their kids pasa malam food
saying its not good for them
poor kids eh no childhood
guess current kids childhood is filled with artistic talents
piano violin cello guitar dance art
heh i am jealous in a way too

2009-12-11T23:42:00.000-08:00

dumb me strikes again
i didnt double check double confirm
so i got the time for korean lesson wrongly
late by half an hour
sobs
precious money!
heh but it was fun
fast but i think i can master
YAY!

eating my ramly's burger
drinking coconut
wonderful life
HA =]

2009-12-11T14:41:00.000-08:00

prom is over!
jc life is over!

2009-12-08T00:36:00.000-08:00

we meet like about 10 times a year?
everyones birthday plus some dinner here and there
and after prom
one by one is flying off
miss all of you so so SO MUCH
hee yay we managed to squeeze out dinner time
we busy people

tired by just going out for awhile
old i should admit

happy!

2009-12-04T00:58:00.000-08:00

i am sick of template kind of msg
really

2009-12-01T00:19:00.000-08:00

finally i found my bilingual skills useful
hahas

today marks my last last LAST paper
and the first thing i do?
i went to job agency
HAHAS
people look at me like i am weird
cos i was in my uniform too
they kept asking me to go below my request for the pay and type of jobs
tsk
oh!we forgot to leave number initially
but we went back
luckily

and on the way home
i saw a guy that look like wang zi
but then well after seeing him sleep
poof everything is gone

2009-11-28T16:16:00.000-08:00

bored
by being at home
and turning into a drama addict
work?
i need something to occupy myself
heh and cash

wavered
by so few words
hate myself

2009-11-26T02:00:00.000-08:00

sometimes when i do certain things
i realise i have changed
is it good or bad
i cant tell
but i dont like what i do

2009-11-23T01:00:00.000-08:00

start the day right with orange juice
yum yum!
its currently 1:00AM of 23 nov
2 more days
well and a week
i cant wait
to throw everything

2009-11-21T00:34:00.000-08:00

after continual studying for so long
when i stopped today
suddenly i dont know what to do
hahas

i keep thinking after A i gonna do this and that
hee
now its finally approaching

and who says jc life was easy
it was damn hard
given another chance i guess i wouldnt chose this path
but it going to be over soon!!!

oh my com couldnt dl new msn
ah well

2009-09-21T11:02:00.000-07:00

yoo seung ho in t-ara lies =]
i like the mv
and the guy

2009-08-27T22:28:00.000-07:00

you made me learn
the hard way
and now i am simply applying what i have learnt from you

i hate the way society is changing people
including myself

on a lighter note i am considering a new career path to take

2009-08-17T23:34:00.000-07:00

i dont understand what's wrong with blogger
its like the entire thing is half laid out
the page i mean
regardless.

yes apparently i should be doing endless revision. studying.
and not to say homework
but here i am with milkshake in my hand staring at the com
okay you are probably gonna say'but you are typing!'
anyway
today was a blur
since i am dead tired
sleep. how can people sleep at freaking 10 and is all smart on their work
well there are examples

i usually dont break people up into the better ones and worse ones
i just think the effort wasnt there
but now perhaps i would have to change my mindset

the continous rambling makes me confuse
hahas. i should stop now.

2009-07-05T21:30:00.000-07:00

stupid ft island
after i listen to bad woman
i start searching for their other songs
hahas

i would love to upload their photo
but i cant
oh well

yay to end of paper soon
but then i rather teacher burn my paper away
i dont really wanna face it
cos i know the outcome
like what my mama said 'it's a process'
yea but then it's the final process
hmm.. even i dont believe any more motivational talk i have for myself
what's the point of thinking about it
it doesnt help

i want to dine out with you girls
and the fly kite thing
hahas

2009-05-29T17:19:00.000-07:00

YAY to holidays
or rather part holiday
and erm.. happy studying?
well well
freaking weather is making me frustrated
it's so hot

huimin, what's wrong with you today
get a grip...

2009-05-28T19:20:00.000-07:00

i prefer kyu jong now!

dont say i am fickle minded

but hyun joong is a little too sweet with words

i should stop watching double s related video

and study

holiday is wonderful

[ignore the happy birthday thing on the picture]

2009-05-16T19:44:00.000-07:00

i feel that i should post a photo of him =]

lets see what has happened recently

-my guzheng string snapped all of a sudden

it was so weird

early in the morn about 5 ++ and yea i woke up

it was too loud

-watched we got married

but there are too many episode

and i thought it was a variety show so only afew episode

-watched bof

though i stopped a while to watch we got married

-new specs coming on wed

-guitar farewell

-free movie cos speaker spoil during the movie

2009-05-12T21:53:00.000-07:00

mesmerise after watching boys over flower

their song [because i am stupid] is nice

die.. suppose to be studying for econs

doing cheat sheet for phy

do econs homework

ah well.... so SHUAI

2009-05-11T22:26:00.000-07:00

studying at t3....

it was fruitful.. in a way

i manage to do maths[left 1 and a half qn]
=]

and to sum it up that's practically what i did ONLY

and a bit of MI revision=[

[i dunno what's wrong with the layout.. the pictures look weird]

2009-05-10T00:05:00.000-07:00

my mama is back!
she bought this for me

YAY
=]
once again.i am a happy girl!

2009-05-06T20:11:00.000-07:00

it was a strange day to begin with when guitar peeps start wishing me happy belated birthday
hahas at first i was appalled cos it's like so long ago
then i realise it was due to the guitar bday board
it was writtened 5 may
hahas well well
happy and sweet wishes from you people
thank you =]

today was urgh
act everyday pass with a URGH
i have been yearning for weekend since monday
mcq test today was horrible
i cant rmb anything, ok that was exaggerating
still i failed to rmb most of it
disappointing yes
what's wrong with me this few days
dont feel like studying doing homework and socializing
gosh if i am already sick of life at a freaking 18 years old
then how i continue living the rest of my life
hahas should be chirpy chirpy

people.dont follow my example
you should be studying

2009-05-05T21:17:00.000-07:00

witness a crazy guy who try to spur people to beat him up
it's like he wants to engage in a fight with everyone
he kick the security guard and dish washer
in the end police came and took him away
so today i saw the combined effort of everyone to help control the guy
it's kind of comforting to know that there are so many kind souls around who stood up for security guard
all this happen while i was eating dinner
well.. it's like a free show

finally i can relax on a weekday like today
and need not worry about sch work
as there are no tut tml
and tml is a late sch day
the happiness adds on
whee
BUT tml had to end at 4.30=[

oh well but i smell holiday approaching
wave to the holidays! it's not far away
XD

2009-05-02T22:56:00.000-07:00

yeap it has all ended
so no more excuses to give
mug hard huimin!

and i want a new handphone

i think my mama is so cute
call back every now and then like it's free
and talk extremely slow
hahas

2009-05-01T12:57:00.000-07:00

i think testimonials are weird
you fill in stuff to praise yourself
and even if i have the position
i dont even wanna fill in if i think i didnt do a good job
i mean what's the point

anyway mama flying off soon
going to send her

2009-04-29T18:38:00.000-07:00

family

that's what every single one of you mean to me

shattered as it may seems

we will pick up the pieces

i still love all of you

hope you all feel the same

the distance is so great

it's impossible

2009-04-28T20:46:00.000-07:00

well GOLD
not happy not sad
i am just neutral
it's like a cycle i cant get out of
always just gold
anyway yay to step down of cca
but what the hell with those extra revision just a day after we step down
cant i enjoy 1 week of peace and early after sch time
it's like everyday end around 4 to 5
cca and no cca is the same-.-

yes alto 1 we did ourselves proud
even though people in guitar always complain about our behaviour and stuff
we all have the same ending
GOLD

ok so i am act disappointed and abit sad
oh well the feeling will pass with time

still
being in gem is great
as we form precious bonds=]
i never regreted joining gem
love ya lots!

2009-04-21T23:43:00.000-07:00

hw is crazy
even before i start i know i cant finish
there's just to much
notice the word much
it's uncountable

OH i took my old bus route home
and it's super duper fast
like 30 min to reach home!!
cool right and i forgot my keys today
-.-
so i have to wait for practically an hour for mama to come home

and OMG OMG OMG
XMS GUZHENG HONOURS!!!
1st ever in history
OMG
i am so proud of you all
=]

2009-04-19T13:29:00.000-07:00

altone girls!

say hello to my 'scary' friend here

hahas

guitar camp

dont really wanna say much

just that i seriously prefer last year's camp

i hope for a happy ending to it all

bye hw for the time being~

2009-04-09T23:51:00.000-07:00

so it turns out over the last few days
THAT
i am not the only one who drop chem
and more people are dropping chem than phy
i am shocked
of course all this statistic are purely based on my class
not that i am proud, i am just aghast

ohoHOHOHOH!
i am so freaking proud of mj
95.5% A
rest of them B
NO C AND BELOW
for pw!!!
YAY
i got a secured A in my pocket[pat pat]

hahas and yay to shopping!

2009-04-05T20:19:00.000-07:00

i have decided to drop chem
yes currently i am the only one dropping chem in my class
which means i have to spend 2 hrs alone on thurs when they are having their spa
and filter out whatever i do not need to study myself[this is a chore]
yet for the greater future
i have to drop
i didnt pass chemistry before except during promos

i tried to do thermochem
cos i told myself i cannot slack even if i planned to drop chem
yet i cant do

econs is taking me forever to do since i didnt study on economic growth during mbt
so i have to read through, think awhile then write it down

i get depressed when i cant do homework
like say 2 qn
then i would give up on the rest

what's there to look forward too?
pasa malam downstairs!!
today's the last day
i LOVE pasa malam
i have been buying food and food and food
XD

2009-03-29T11:40:00.000-07:00

i want shoes
anyone wanna buy for me?
hahas

so nice right

i WANT

but i cant find all at the store

i love the pink one!!!

2009-03-24T14:20:00.000-07:00

exams are a dread
motivation to study practically lasted only for 1 hour
regardless of paper standard, my results would be the same

i am tired from studying and everything else
how i wish i do not need to think
not that i want to be brain dead
just that more then often it's causing headache
dont give me the lecture on how others can handle but why cant you
cos everyone's different

studying is a chore
and i feel it doesnt really matter if i went poly or jc
cos the style are so typical and it yield the same result
society is cruel and harsh so i rather be a kid then grow up
but what's life without growing up
aww life's so sad

do i make any sense?
i am physically and mentally tired now

2009-03-19T21:45:00.000-07:00

went to eat and study with melmel!
mac is seriously a dangerous place to study cos it makes me fat
hahas
i couldnt just sit there and buy a drink for sake of studying
i would buy something more
but oh well
once or twice doesnt really makes a diff right
anyway productive studying was done
and i am happy

also i bought a flowery post-it to add to my collections of post-it
whee
the packing was cute

engulf in your well defined features
was it only me
i really would rather not be

2009-03-15T19:11:00.000-07:00

ate chom chom for dinner!
yeap with papa and mama home
means good food for breakfast lunch and dinner
hahas
toodles
it's time for tv
=]

a vicious cycle
it's sad
yet i nvr wanna apprehend
to elude it's a form of weakness

2009-03-12T23:17:00.000-07:00

on a particular day[i forgot]
went for road race as a competitor
can you believe it
those who know me well should know that i am not physically that fit
still it's fun and once in a lifetime
HAHAS

hoho then what happens on 5th march?
my birthday!
thanks apple, alicia, panda, altone, class

whee then had celebration with lovelies on saturday
karaoke plus chom chom

love all your presents =]
the cake, box, hidden thingy, cards, sunflower
and just you people being there
XD

on 6th march: syf rehearsal
altone being altone love to take picture
hahas
so here's one of them
with all members present
we are the strongest most united section right! [right!]

didnt went to sch today

and i am still feeling sick now
it sucks man

this year i fell sick thrice

2009-02-16T22:32:00.000-08:00

sometimes i think i am just plain lazy
i love to stare at empty space
and block out whatever i hear
it has slowly become a habit
and i dont read every single thing/word while i study
i jump lines words and whatever

i think i should change

2009-02-15T00:51:00.000-08:00

went out with 3 loves today

such a long time since we last meet

we just chit chat non stop at hongkong cafe

i am a happy girl once again

WHEE!

and last of all

HAPPY V-DAY! [belated]

2009-01-18T15:46:00.000-08:00

first week was okay
i didnt fell asleep at any lecture or tutoria
this must continue
=]

went to shop on sat with my hubby!

YAY we both got what we wanted
hahas but hubby... change your bank

i want more meet ups=]

2009-01-11T23:10:00.000-08:00

school's starting tml
i shall be positive thinker this whole year
and work damn hard
so i can relax the year after
=]

2009-01-07T00:25:00.000-08:00

happy birthday chee!

had a celebration on mondayXD

hahas yeap i took the better picture =] hee

our picnic food minus my fruit salad

had many failure jump shots

and this is the only successful one

but where is jamie?

hoho hope you enjoyed the celebration

just minus away the scolding by the bus driver and the super short sparkles

2009-01-02T23:17:00.000-08:00

went apple house for some badminton today

finally

after so many times of cancellation due to our laziness

we didnt break our record

hahas

whenever we are reaching the record

we would laugh and missed the shuttlecock

supposed to meet at 12 but that panda came at 3

but since he bought bubble tea and treated us for it

i guess i would let bygones by bygones

hahas

initally we wanted to play badminton + study
but we only manage the badminton part

OH and unintended hide and seek with peiyu and apple was hilarious
and do i really sound like wan ling?

wan ling.. it's your honour to sound like me okay

hee

then take a long and windy walk home at 5

as in really walk home from apple's house back to my house

i love the feeling of walking home

without any mp3 playing, just the natural sound of the environment

i walked past my old house

i love and missed my old house!

then came to the bridge part

i remembered walking home the 1st few months of sec 1 with thm and christine

we would always pick pebbles and throw into the river

this is how the bridge part looks like XD

they got this bench thing at the bridge now

the view from the bridge =]

the small little boat parked there

how nice if the river water was clean

and there are small little boats which we can rent and row if we like

whee i walked quite a long way

but i was enjoying the wind and the view

so i wasnt tired

went out for dinner after that

and i love parsamalam!

2008-12-28T19:38:00.000-08:00

my pretty cousin's wedding!

her wedding gown and make up looks fabulous XD

we are born in the same year
but they are so much taller
awww....

XD
the wedding is great
and of course about the food
it was scrumptious
whee!

ALSO
my cousin's wedding place is the same as my sec 4 prom place
talk about coincidence

2008-12-25T00:00:00.001-08:00

MERRY XMAS!

2008-12-12T22:58:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SMELLY MELLY!
hahas
hope you like the bottle we gave you
=]

i am getting fatter
HOW?
i think is the face and arms part
diet here i come

2008-12-02T23:31:00.000-08:00

YAY

guitar camp was fun

seems more like practice+ chalet type

cos other than practice we just play

thank all who wrote the sweet little notes to me

i love it=]

2008-11-24T21:58:00.000-08:00

i need a job
so come on people
CALL me
hahas

2008-11-21T01:02:00.000-08:00

we were all once so crazy
and now we have became so serious
i miss those times
but even if everything would resume place
it would be different
cos everyone have moved on
changed
even myself

it's difficult to move on if you keep holding on to the past
i shouldnt compare
and when you live through it you will learn to change

future is bright and full of surprises
i really wonder how next year would be like
=]

2008-11-19T00:15:00.000-08:00

sleepless night ytd
cos i slept too early
then toss and turn till 5
and a msg woke me up at 6++
and need to go wake at 7:15 to go sch for guitar
so i didnt sleep for the entire night
dog tired now

i couldnt perform up to standard
inferior?
tried
maybe i started too late

2008-11-16T22:32:00.000-08:00

bought genie new album
i bought it at sembawang which is MORE expensive than popular by $2
=[

started on homework
about 2 qn per day
=]

2008-11-15T21:49:00.000-08:00

mature
that's what i need

and where are you toys r us people
=[